STPM Trial~

Hey.

So for me trial is considered ended already even though there's still MUET exam tomorrow. I don't freaking care about MUET I'm gonna enjoy today. :)

One word to describe trial? Shit. Everything were like shit. Now I know why everyone said STPM is the hardest shit on planet earth. Worst exam in my life. I wish I don't fail, that's all.

Heard some upper six seniors' conversations in the toilet this morning. They go like, 'I slept at 1 a.m. last night!' 'I woke up at 3 a.m. to study!' 'I woke up at 4 a.m.!' and I was like, gosh I slept the whole night.

Tried listening to songs while studying yesterday. My mum always says it doesn't work but eventually it works. But of course there were distractions especially those rock and pop songs. Slow and soft songs went well but I've too little of them. Gotta search for more. :)

Oops back to trial. Pengajian Am is considered the easiest among all subjects, but still not easy! I'm quite worried about my essays, exceeded word limit like 99. Chemistry was a disaster! I seriously think I'll fail it. But what to do, chemistry is Kah Yee's worst subject since 2011. :/ Next, mathematics. I didn't have enough time! Can't they just give us more time like mathematics require thinking. I'm not a genius. And last but not least, biology. The freaking whole black cell diagram. -.- Can't he find a better diagram? Or at least a better printer?

I know it's useless to say anything now. I know I should work harder from now but, I lazy. Ish ish ish when will you become more mature Kah Yee? Remember how your friend forced herself to study and her advice to you? Haiz I guess I really have no ability on self control. Tsk tsk. Your friend is way more mature than you. Tsk tsk.

Gotta go watch some music videos on YouTube. Till then, annyeong! :D