A Summary Of May~

3 / 5:

Went to SMK Taman Connaught for chinese essay competition. My sixth time participating in this competition and I hope I can get a place for the sixth time too. :)

Friends who speak english with me: Your chinese so good meh.

5 / 5:

Muet results were out. Thank god I achieved my target, band five. :)

Friends who speak mandarin with me: Your english so good meh.

What does that suppose to mean hahaha. Yes I love both languages equally. Not to say I'm good at both, but well I can adapt to both. My languages are much more better than my sciences since last time. My science subjects seriously sucks, that's something I always can't get over with, just whyyy.

20 / 5:

A so called romantic day for a lot people, first day of STPM semester two exams for me.

First paper was Pengajian Am. The questions were okay but the time allocated was a problem for me. Spent half an hour on essay and freaking 55 minutes on graph. -.- Did all the structure questions in last five minutes and basically I didn't know what I wrote lol. Studied all the dasars but they didn't ask, just one Dasar Persyarikatan which I had no idea what is it about. I wrote menubuhkan lebih banyak syarikat untuk meningkatkan peluang pekerjaan oh god. Anyway they should allocate two hours for the paper laa, they think it's easy to draw a graph meh, we had to read the passage, collect all the datas, decide which type of graph to draw, calculate and tabulate the datas, draw and label the graph (Need to calculate somemore.) and last colour the graph. Whattt I freaking hate graphs.

Second paper was mathematics and it was at 2.30 pm, like five hours after Pengajian Am. Sitting in the school for five hours and the terribly hot weather seriously ruined my exam mood. Then the disaster came. Maths paper was super duper tough. Did the first question then I was stuck halfway of doing the second question. I was like okay I'll circle it first and come back later. Moved on to the third question, oh what on earth is that. Fourth, whattt. Fifth, mother of god I almost flipped table. Solved the sixth question and I tried to calm myself down. Okay let's look at the long questions perhaps it'll help me to gain some marks. Question seven looks easy. Did halfway couldn't do already. Tried question eight. Couldn't do as well. Arghhh can I cry now. Back to question one to six then back to the long questions again. Managed to solve 70 % of question eight okay whatever. Ten minutes left. Solved question three and five 'cacatly'. Tried to do question four as well. 'Masa menjawab sudah tamat.' God damn it I just screwed up the whole paper. After handed it in only I remembered I erased the graph and forgot to draw the axis back. Axis got one mark righttt damnnn. (Too desperate even one mark seems valuable.)

21 / 5:

Woke up at 7 am to study for biology. First time waking up early to study like finally I felt my friends who wake up at 3 am to study everytime during exams. I didn't want to wake up at first, but having the thought that I already screwed up my maths paper and I don't wanna retake another subject woke me up. It felt quite good actually, much more better than staying up late at night to study (So sleepy!) and I guess I gained more studying in the early morning.

So biology paper wasn't as tough as I thought it would be. At least they didn't ask much about plants which I skipped most of them. Structure questions was the only problem for me as I mentioned earlier, I hate graphs. Both structure questions had to be answered based on graphs. I literally cried a river. And I skipped the whole homeostasis chapter so I couldn't answer the second one. I know it's easy but I seriously didn't know what does insulin do zzz. And nothing came out for nervous system and immunity which I was quite confident with. :/

22 / 5:

Woke up in the early morning again but I had no mood to study unlike the day before. Kept on thinking about my freedom after few hours until I couldn't focus on chemistry damn it Kah Yee do you know that chemistry is your worst subject why can't you focus. -.- And chemistry essays turned out to be quite tough for me even though no one said it was tough. T.T Don't wanna talk about it already what is past is past. Let it go let it go omggg Joey's disease. I shall just enjoy all I can before my results are out. Yesterday night already a lot people jio me out goshhh I'm so touched you all really waited for me to finish my exams. :)

Current plans:

1) Shopping tomorrow to buy stuffs for my coming trip.
2) Lunch + briefing on Sunday for the trip as well.
3) Yumcha session with Jia Hui.
4) Outing with my primary school best friends.
5) Outing with my form six gang.
6) Trip.

Hahahaha I can't wait! :D