An all of a sudden and last minute dinner.
Never thought that it would change my entire university life.
That day after having our dinner,
we went to this Ice Room @ Kajang for desserts.
Desserts are always loved hehe. ❤
Chocolates snow ice with some peanut like thingy as toppings.
Green tea snow ice with red beans.
Ignore the hairy leg at the back haha I know I have such bad photography skill I already tried my best to crop out what I could. :/
Strawberry snow ice with red beans and longans.
(I think?
I seriously forgot what's inside.
I just judged from the photo only lol.)
And again please kindly ignore the human being and the shirt at the back wtf.
Chocolates snow ice with love letter biscuit rolls.
Mango snow ice with chocolate chips as toppings.
People who know me well should know exactly that this was obviously mine.
Mango for life hahaha.
I was actually kinda indecisive and couldn't decide among mango, chocolates and green tea.
So at last I chose mango,
but with some chocolates on it.
Mango + chocolate = perfect combination. ✌
A group photo of all our desserts.
At least this one looks better,
I'll keep on improving on my photography skills haha.
Ice Room
No. 30, Jalan Metro Avenue Dua, Metro Kajang, 43000 Selangor.
Well my so called disastrous dinner was obviously not because of the food,
the food was good,
the desserts were quite good too.
It was because the dinner was awkward to the max,
like seriously.
I still feel kinda regret for going I swear.
First and last dinner with the two guys,
luckily there was an extra guy there or else it would be a night of silence already lol.
The super duper awkward moment when one tried his best to find topics to chit chat with you while the other tried his best to avoid.
Then extra super duper awkward moment when you couldn't really pay attention to what the initiative one said because the only one in your eyes was the one avoiding.
Until that very moment only I realised that I couldn't take my eyes off someone wtf,
I couldn't even talk to the initiative guy like how I talk to any other friends or seniors in front of that someone wtf,
whenever the initiative guy talked to me I would automatically peek at that someone's facial expressions wtf.
How many times I have to say wtf as I really messed up the whole thing. :/
I still feel very sorry to both of them.
I find myself really rude for not paying attention when people was talking.
I find myself really rude for treating a senior like that.
I find myself fcuking impetuous and mindless for going to the dinner without thinking about the consequences.
But what had happened,
had happened.
Regret doesn't make things better,
while sorry doesn't turn back time.
And yeah I do think that everything that happens in this world is destined,
even if I didn't turn up to the dinner it would still happen,
maybe just in a better way and not until this extent hmm.
Lastly I promise,
this will be my last emotional post.
Because everything ended here.
这是第一次，
让我见识爱情可以慷慨又自私。
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